Monday, November 30, 2020

Snow Moon - November Full Moon 2020

"This month's full moon occurs on Monday, Nov. 30 at 4:30 a.m. EDT (9:30 UTC), but the moon will appear full the night before and after its peak to the casual stargazer." Well, I guess that casual stargazer includes me. Here is the moon on the 28th, peeking through bare branches into my living room from across the street at just 5 pm.

I picked up this Moon Magick book in 2000 and came across it this month as I was purging my bookshelves. It was nestled behind another row of paperbacks, along with its myth and magic, crafts and recipes, rituals and spells. I liked it for the long list of goddesses it names. November alone: Einheriar (Norse), Isis (Egyptian), Nicnevin (Scotland), Parvati-Devi (Hindu), Mawu (African creatress) and Hertsui No Kami (goddess of the kitchen range in Japan). 

Trouble is, as I google Hertsui No Kami now it seems she is not on any wiki lists, so this is definitely not an authoritative source but more of a curiosity sparker.

For November, one of the rituals suggested is a festival of the kitchen. It says, honour your household cook by taking him/her out for dinner. Well, I have given myself a treat of a full-bodied glass of porter aged in a bourbon casket, served alongside slices of a nice strong blue cheese from B.C. Dark, bittersweet ale and a pungent pale cheese laced with inky blue magick. Light and dark, sweet and bitter. Quite celestial.

Sunday, November 29, 2020

Home Office


Every 'before' photo was at one time an after photo. The latest after photo is on the right, above.

The old fridge here has become a combination standing desk and filing cabinet. I like the honey-toned wood and history of the old wooden box, even if it is a bit squat.

Crown moulding! A finishing touch I've wanted for more than a decade. Does it make a difference? Yes, I think so.

The room was painted probably 4 or 5 years ago, and I did love its rich deep colour. When we were updating this time around I almost chose a colour called 'Starry Night,' a deep plum that would play on Van Gogh's almond blossoms, in name at least.

I decided on sunlit yellow hues, warm and welcoming. Although I read somewhere that painting walls a bright yellow can make people irritable, these are more golden. So far I am very much enjoying the ambience.



Finally unboxed the books, and heavily edited. One hundred or so paperbacks are going to the Prison for Women. I wonder if they will accept My Sister the Serial Killer? It's there, alongside Thoreau and Virginia Wolf. I also have a box of hardbacks to distribute in neighbourhood little library boxes (the prisons won't accept hardcovers as they are too often turned into weapons).

Just two of my grandfather's paintings, rather than a wall. The intention is to rotate rather than overwhelm.


Loving the new home office. Easy commute and very comfortable. I have placed a foot massager under my desk and a neck massager on the book shelf. Creature comforts!


Sunday, November 22, 2020

First snow

 What a difference a day can make, in a garden and in a life.

The white astors with their yellow centres are cheering the view November 20th. 
First snowfall November 21, 2020.

November 20 

November 21

Friday, November 20, 2020

November garden

November 8th there were still gorgeous colours and leaves on the trees, but by the 20th branches were laid bare by a windstorm and a melancholy blue sky filled the background. We can see the backs of our neighbours now and watch their habits at night... which means of course, they can see what we're up to as well. Time to get some blinds in the bathroom.

Temperatures from zero to 10 degrees, it's hard to predict the weather.
Things were so busy I didn't get around to planting new bulbs or transplanting this year, just emptied the pots and did a cover/smother operation on the ravine to make way for new plantings in the Spring.

The red chair sits lonely in the corner.

Chartreuse coral bells belie the season.



November 8


Monday, November 2, 2020

October was all that and more


Extremely busy = (fulltime work) + (2 book club meetings + 4 Heliconian lectures + weekly yoga + bi-weekly Scarboro Uke Jam + weekly card game + weekly family Zoom ) +  (month-long weekend yoga sessions with Preshant + saying 'yes' to a virtual musical collaboration) + Thanksgiving + weekend get togethers with family and friends 

Busy, yes, but also seasonal changes. Sailing season at its end. Putting the garden to bed. Swapping out my wardrobe for warm and woolly.

Things that were planned for the future were suddenly crystalizing or happening sooner than expected. 

  • New/old job and abrupt work return to my home position
  • Total realization that I was ready, willing, and able to retire in under a year
  • Multiple projects for home renovations wrapping up

Although not something I'd planned to do at the start of the month, before month's end I found myself on the Board of Directors as Vice Commodore at BPYC. The position was going unfilled and I do love this community, so when a few people encouraged me to take it on, I thought it was about time to step up.

It seems many of my friends were announcing some big changes of their own, too. Selling their houses to leave the city, celebrating their kids getting engaged, orchestrating buy-outs and early retirements at work, taking on pet ownership for the first time... 

Although in some ways during this pandemic it has often felt life is on hold, that's just so far from true. As Robert Frost said, "In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on."

Sunday, November 1, 2020

Mindbending with Preshant



Being able to take online yoga classes during these times of Covid has been a godsend. 

There have been the classes close to home, with Marlene, Niren, Jocelyn, Stephanie and Jane. There have also been classes with Iyengar teachers in India: Zubin, Abhi, and now Prashant. He is the son of BKS Iyengar, brother to Gita, and head of the Institute in Pune.

Many students worldwide travel to Pune for the privilege of studying with the Iyengars and their senior teachers, however as many classes have moved online, these too have become easier to access.

I'd been looking forward to Preshant Iyengar's classes, originally scheduled in September/October, however he caught Covid and the sesssions were suspended indefinitely. Thankfully Prashant recovered quickly from the illness and sessions were soon rescheduled. 

I overheard someone from YCT grumble about Prashant's classes. Practitioners either click with his unique style.... or don't.  For these online classes, more than 400 students were signed up, so Prashant definitely does have his fans. Although a bit of a philosophic rambler, he encourages practitioners to experience the poses in new ways as he explores poses from different perspectives. 

Just as in meditation, I found my mind wandering as it went exploring, off on a tangent of its own and then back again to listen to Prashant. There was ample opportunity to feel and experience the points being made. 

Prashant shared that his father did not practise asana for 80 years, he explored asana; many asana were no longer available to him after 60 years or age, or 70 etc. The aim is not for perfect alignment or perfect asana.

Class was taught to all physical levels of capability including those with debilitating conditions who had to modify the poses to supine only. Still, the yoga could be done.

...

Weekend One: We studied 4 poses: adho mukha savasana (downward dog), trikonasana (triangle), Utthita Parsvakonasana (side angle), and Setu Bandha Sarvangasana (bridge). Doing each with focus on the inhale, on the exhale, on the mind, on alignment, eyes open, eyes closed. He talked about "three sides of a coin" and how focusing on one while using the others to support can totally change the experience. He spoke of how inserting a pause into a sentence can change the entire meaning of a sentence, and so too, a pause in the pose can change its purpose. Using the poses, rather than doing the poses. The next day we focused on triangle pose, and he spoke about bringing your 'right mind,' not necessarily the full mind, to the practise. Strengthening will to choose the view. 


Weekend Two: we did triangle pose for more than an hour, back and forth on each side for extended minutes, to experience the different states of activate, activated, activating.... from those three sides of the coin: body, breath, and mind. Prashant said he has a hashtag #prashantsteachingisconfusing but he doesn't mind. I almost burst out laughing by myself in the room as it resembled my passing thoughts. I didn't find them confusing per se, but would think a statement overly simple before falling into its depth. Like photography, the depth of perception that alters focus on the subject. As in other subjects, context is everything.

Because of yoga having three dimensions of body, mind and breath some practitioners may emphasize asana as for body; meditation for the mind; pranayama for breath. This may help to understand how one can be dominant in practice, but in reality all three are needed to work together in each discipline.


Weekend Three
: Poses were more demanding, with deep backbends, sirsana, sarvangasana & ended with supported forward bend. 

Experiences demonstrated that any asana can be done with a focus on a different aspect; sirsasana can become legasana or abdomasana or shoulderasana or breathasana or mindasana... Where you place mind the rest will follow, so do not try to place everything in dogmatic fashion but focus on one area or aspect and other parts of body often fall into place... don't try to master all or you may become the master of none

To explore: - In poses try to continue lengthening/deepening each exhalation.

Weekend Four: Pranayama. 

Prashant spoke about how poses have different breaths and we observed breath in different positions and would then return to sitting to concentrate on how to bring that breath... for example take  forward bending asana where you can feel the breath in the back and then sit upright and try to replicate.

Breath is a profound instrument. Sample valoma ah ah ah ah ee ee ee ee /ah ee ah ee ee ah ee ah. With this approach there are 335 variances of prana in any position using sounds of vowels and consonants. In his book, Pranayama: A Classical and Traditional Approach Prashant outlines more. This is a very complex subject which much has been written, taking four kriyas and five prana viyus and applying in different combinations and multiple ways.

For now I am content to explore just four modules using the placement of a bolster:  horizontal under buttocks, then waist, then torso and then vertical under spine. Observe the involuntary breathe for awhile before gently voluntary exhale; then voluntaray inhale. Do not force or be aggressive. 

To explore: valoma breath in asana.